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I'm such a fool

Waiting for him

Waiting for change

For something different

I love him, still

But not like I used to

This love is made of pain

Of madness

Of jealousy and of hate and of anger

Its roots stem from friendship

And end in broken trust

I love him,

but not from my heart

From fear and insecurity

That he may leave again

Of his own free will

To remind me that I'm not good enough

To give me yet another reason not to trust him

I was, and still am a fool

I poison him with my bitterness

He kills me with his indifference

And we will continue to hunt each other

Until one of us is dead